I wonder what it’s like after forever..

You cannot always wait for the perfect time, sometimes you must dare to jump.

I think that was what I’ve learned after I got the piece of paper that I looong wanted. I thought I’m ready to let go and move on.. That was what I thought.

I requested for an early release in my company because I cant wait any longer to budge and find a new home. My plans were all well kept in my memory that were just waiting for the right time to put into action. And then there was my envelope. My supervisor gave it to me the day I expected.. I thought I was ready. I requested for it, I fought for it, But then when I got my envelope, I felt like I wanna shatter into pieces and Uh-oh, Can you take it back sir?

I should be happy coz I got what I wanted, but it’s the other way around. I started calculating on my mind, I only have 3 months left to stay here at Intel. Then there was a blood rush. I don’t know how to start.

Now, all that remained is an abstract form of art.

Though I have my backup plans, really my dilemma is ‘Getting Started’..

But I know God has better plans for me. I trust Him. Whatever it may be, I have to take some chances, I have to risk losing it all, I have to close my eyes and leap because it might worth the fall..

One thing is for sure, I will miss everything about Intel Philippines—The Building, It’s Logo, The people, My friends and not-so-friends, Food, Salary, Bosses, Memories..

Hmm.. Good luck on our new journey.. Let’s keep our faith up.

Don’t fear failure so much that you refuse to try new things. The saddest summary of life contains three descriptions: COULD HAVE, MIGHT HAVE and SHOULD HAVE..

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